You, My Drug
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I once had a charm
A bright smile on my face
Eyes as clear as crystal
I thought I’d never go the wrong way
Then I found you
All heart broken and lost
But I seem to have become fond of you
Of your messy wavy hair
Of your hazel brown eyes
Of your thick black eyebrows
I liked you, you were different
Clingy, rebellious
I’ve set my heart upon you
Even though you’re not religious
No, your Sundays aren’t meant for Churches
And for the first time I think that’s okay
Your Sundays are for concerts
That goes day after day
Fond of you even more,
I’m still willing to mend your heart
Broken by a someone
You were still lost in the dark
I know you act so tough outside
But I can see through those red puffy eyes
No they’re not from cocaine
Not marijuana not heroine
Amazingly I changed for you
I’m still sweet, caring, loyal
But staring through those eyes dear
It casts out all my fears
I wasn’t afraid of sleeping alone
Cause I know one day you’d be sleeping beside me
I wasn’t afraid of heights
Cause I believe you’re there to catch me when I fall
365 days ago,
I thought I mended you
I thought I was your drug
I thought you’d stay
Now I seek for the pleasure you once gave me
The sense of comfort I once felt
The way you hold my hand through the crowd
And kiss my forehead goodnight
I remember sneaking out from my window
Hearing you call my name
Cause you were the Romeo for my Juliet
And I once crave that again
Now all thats left is these scars
My slashed wrists trying to reduce the pain
My mum tries to bring me back to Church again
She tells the priest I’m going insane
Now you’re the reason I smoke
They remind me of the smell of your hair
I remember the posters on your wall
And the cheap liquor we used to share
How do you think I’m hanging?
After these 365 days you left
I’m still wishing on my 11:11 each day
Hoping, that you’ll comeback
Hoping, that you’ll mend me in return
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